two sleeps..

.... to go until I get my knee fixed. As long as nothing happens to stuff it all up again. I'm nervous, and a little scared. I will be staying overnight now, which I'm glad about. I was incredibly anxious about coming home after day surgery, knowing that Aston will want to be all over me... and I'm more then likely not going to be feeling very patience.

Toni, Phil and Zack are coming to stay on Monday night, as I have to be at the hospital at 6.15 in the morning, which obviously means I'm first cab off the rank so to speak. They will stay Tuesday nights as well, and then Gill and the girls are coming to stay until Friday. I hope that by Friday I'm feeling better.

I so wish I hadn't looked up the procedure. Me and my silly enquiring mind...

But - once that its done, its one medical procedure over and done with, just have one left after that... and then my head will be in the space to move onto other things. No amount of effort in distracting myself is working. So I will just have to stop beating myself up and sit with it, and use the lesson as one being for patience.... Not one of my greater virtures unfortunately.

Laura and Nathan are both at sleepovers, so last night and today it has just been me and Aston. Which has been difficult, but I have managed. and he has been incredibly patient.

ok.. searching for something inspiring...

Learn to relax. Your body is precious, as it houses your mind and spirit. Inner peace begins with a relaxed body.
Norman Vincent Peale

Now that's interesting. was the first thing I came across... SO LISTEN VICKY!