I want...

I want to lean into you.

To rest my head against your chest 

and listen to the sound of your heart beating.

I want to feel your embrace. 

Arms wrapped around me,

 chin gently rubbing the top of my head.

I want to taste your lips. 

Rest our foreheads against each other's

 and breathe in each other's breath.

I want to listen to your voice.

 Question your thoughts.

 Ask why, and what if, and how.

I want to lay in your arms. 

Fall asleep in the safe cocoon of your embrace.

 Wake with your arm around my waist.

I want to not feel afraid. 

To feel the fear and do it anyway. 

To take a leap and learn how to fly.

I want to trust in myself.

 To have no expectations. No disappointments, 

but often beautiful sweet surprises of the unexpected.