Tuesday, June 13, 2017

Denail is a river - June

source  "It's back. It's back. It's back." Like an endless loop, those words scream in my head, my gut, every single fucking cell in my body, screaming IT'S BACK. "No. No, its not. Lightening doesn't strike twice in the same place." This is an example of my internal dialogue after finding a lump again in the same breast that I'd had a lumpectomy in two years previously. Every time I felt it, a sense of familiarity came over me. I knew in my gut what it was. But denial...

Saturday, June 10, 2017

I want...

I want to lean into you. To rest my head against your chest  and listen to the sound of your heart beating. I want to feel your embrace.  Arms wrapped around me,  chin gently rubbing the top of my head. I want to taste your lips.  Rest our foreheads against each other's  and breathe in each other's breath. I want to listen to your voice.  Question your thoughts.  Ask why, and what if, and how. I want to lay in your arms.  Fall...

 

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