I looked down at my phone. There was a text from him.
"I miss you so much!!! I'm sorry for everything vicky. LYC "
I pressed the lock button on the phone and threw it in my bag, momentarily thankful, after it hit my bag on the floor, that I'd spent that $90 on a case. It allowed for me take my second of frustration out on an inanimate object.
Too little ... Too late.
That was the thought in my head.
Not sadness. Not anger. Irritation ...
Hurt...
I gave you my heart. And you didn't honour, respect or care for it like you promised you would. I know, that just like me, you are only human and make mistakes. But a fundamental difference between my humanity, and yours... I treat people with kindness, and care, and love. And that doesn't make me weak or stupid. It makes me compassionate. Forgiving. Loving. Caring.
My view of the world won't be dimmed by someone else's negativity. If they are on a mission of self destruction, and choose to slap the hand of kindness and love away, that is their choice. Mine is to remove myself away from the slap, forgive but not forget.
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You are a genuinely rare spirit lady, we who know you only a little, love you a great deal and will not slap away such a beautiful hand ... besides ... your course is changing and this time will become a beacon of truth in your future's past not too long from now that gives you the resolve and knowledge that what you do is grand and how you feel care and love is astronomical xoxo thankyou! for sharing these thoughts, and your kindness K
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