Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Cranky

If I was physically able to do this I would! I'm cranky. Just in case no one has noticed. For the last month, I have been sick and in pain. Firstly with the flu, that turned into a chest infection, sinusitis and asthma, which disappeared but left me with thrush, and then just to add injury to insult - my back gave out on me. Completely. I was giving my 14yo son a cuddle, the 5yo decided to get in on the act, jumped on my back, and it went kaput. That was last Thursday. I'm...

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

absent

we have been apart nearly as long as we were together. don't you think its time to let all your anger go? it doesn't only hurt you. it hurts them you don't have to like me. but we will always be connected regardless. because we made them... and they are so much more then a "business transaction". I tried so hard. to keep you to connected to them. and them to you. yet ... it didn't happen. Time and time again you chose to be absent, rather then present. Why? You missed so much. You chose anger...

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

I have a mental illness and take medication so that I'm ok

Image credit OK? Got it? See if that statement said - I have diabetes and take medications so that I'm OK, or, I have thyroid condition and take medication so that I'm OK, or, I have a heart condition and take medication so that I'm OK, it would not get the same response as I have a mental illness, P.T.S.D. (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) and Acute Anxiety Disorder being my "formal" diagnosis. And I take medication so that I'm OK. If my pancreas wasn't working...

 

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